Reflections

When I am sick I tend to reflect on things, most recently on kindness. I do believe in kindness and two people I had considered friends for many years made me doubt a lot of things last year, including kindness. To this date I have no idea what I could have done wrong and why they have treated my the way they did.

It hurt to bump into one of them the other day when I left a shop. She looked at me like a rabbit in the headlights when I came out, smiled at her and said hello. She nodded a little bit and rushed into the shop.

I still believe in kindness. But I have come to the conclusion that I sometimes need to be kind to myself.first.

Thank you, S. and especially F., for comforting me the other day.